I know all the theory now. Lacking emotional skin, they feel agony at the slightest touch or movement." Marsha M. Lineham This semester one of the classes I am taking is titled "Intimate Relationships," a course in which the objective is to inform students about I think it's easy to ignore these symptoms because unless the BPD is totally irrational, the symptoms can be blown off as just overly emotional or a hard to deal with personality. I am sorry you didn't have a happy childhood. Click to enable/disable _gid - Google Analytics Cookie. Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) affects roughly 2% of the general population and comprises one fifth of all psychiatric inpatient populations. Thank you for sharing it and passing it along! But what the BPD sees as abandonment, we see as self care (which ironically is one of the suggestions handed down in this open letter). Dear people, I have a professional translation of the letter in Dutch. One moment you might feel as though you love. Shrug. Why? document.getElementById( "ak_js_1" ).setAttribute( "value", ( new Date() ).getTime() ); This site uses Akismet to reduce spam. You deserve to feel safe. You are not the cause of our suffering. Just let her know I sent you, and she'll be happy to help you get started. Oops! It was both painful and hopeful to read it. They tried me on several meds and hospitalized me when I started burning myself (unknown why) never did that before.but I remember being so angry and did not know why or when it would end. There are ups and downs for everyone, mentally healthy or not. What the person with borderline personality disorder will do is they will make the five calls and immediately attempt a sixth." . Please trust that, with professional help, and despite what you may have heard or come to believe, we CAN and DO get better. low self-esteem. Hi Rachel. You remember in high school those kids who went from liking rock music to pop to goth, all to fit in with a group dressing like them, styling their hair like them, using the same mannerisms? Another thing you may have noticed is that spaced out look on our faces. Because of all of this pain, we often experience feelings of emptiness. Thanks again. And it also made me aware of a lot of my behavior that i was never aware of and now i have a better understanding of some of the things i do and why. My friend is having a sense of impending doom. He says that the money we spent on therapy and meds has done nothing to help; he doesn't think it's worth it. I'n sending a hug to you . It was a touch and go for 3 days. I am on the edge. I hope that your sister receives the help that she needs and that you and your family get the support you deserve as well. Did the self-medicating thing too. This post is just to give you an idea of the typical suffering and thoughts those of us with BPD have. People with borderline personality disorder (BPD) struggle to understand how wives, husbands, friends, and other family members experience their intense reactions, mood swings, and risky behavior. , You have made so much progress!! It is killing my spirit. I don't see what that has to do with anything. I may feel hopeless, but I dont want other people to. I'm on many meds. I am sorry I didn't get help. We may jump from one friend to another, going from loving and idolizing them to despising them deleting them from our cell phones and unfriending them on Facebook. Love, Andrea, You are so welcome, Heather. That is wonderful. This isn't to say that they're evil. I held on to you so tightly then, and I still do now because, to me, you are the answer, you are the only person in the world. It's nice to hear this from a BPD perspective. Now I don't know what I am. Yesterday, I had to say goodbye to a dear friend of mine, because I became emotional and said things I never should have. 4. I am sorry that my borderline personality disorder (BPD) got in the way of our family and us. I have read through a lot of your blog and so much of it sounds like me. September 14, 2018, 3:53 PM. Its as if we havent outgrown that. It indicates the ability to send an email. This insidious illness is as we know is the relationship killer. Mahari, a Canadian woman and Life Coach now 52 years old, who recovered from Borderline Personality Disorder 14 years ago writes an open letter to all who have been, as she was at the age of 19, diagnosed with BPD. BPD: Why Do We Get Triggered By TV, Movies, and Books? I read The Art of Asking by my favorite artist Amanda Palmer, and it was absolutely wonderful. I had no idea what the heck it meant to have BPD. Any therapist helping a child of a borderline to recover will recommend that they protect themselves from the abuse and their abuser. I can tell you, from personal experience, that working on this illness through DBT is worth the fight. These cookies collect information that is used either in aggregate form to help us understand how our website is being used or how effective our marketing campaigns are, or to help us customize our website and application for you in order to enhance your experience. Thank you for being who you are. How is this possible? She told me about the family events she's been dealing with lately and we talked a bit through some of those, as well as a source of panic she doesn't seem ready to talk about.. Ask questions. The most inspiring thing about what she said is that Marsha Linehan, the founder of DBT (Dialectical Behavior Therapy) recently came out as having BPD! I haven't spoken to him for a week., and he hasn't contacted me. My wife said that now that IOP has ended she is taking one PTSD class a week. My girlfriend has BPD, and I've been at my wits' end, not knowing how to deal with it. I am very glad that your husband is open to supporting you and hope that the letter helped. My father had the ability, life experience, and the perspective needed to know this blame was unfounded. If you had told me 10 yrs ago I would be happily married and eventually become a mother I would have given you the finger and told you to shut the F up. (BPD & The Internet), The Dialectical Behavior Therapy Wellness Planner by Amanda Smith, LMSW, Remind yourself that the persons behavior isnt your fault, Tap into your compassion for the persons suffering while understanding that their behavior is probably an intense reaction to that suffering. I accept the consequences of my actions and how they have affected you, I didnt realize then how much it affected me too. Your mind, your body, are completely taken over and you end up doing something you regret deeply but have to live with. One must only have 5 symptoms out of 9 to qualify for a diagnosis, and the combinations of those 5-9 are seemingly endless. Darlene Lancer, JD, LMFT. The one thing I would add is that people with BPD need to recognize that no matter the rationale for their actions, they do hurt people, and hurt people have a right to their feelings as much as people with BPD have a right to their own feelings. After reading this letter i feel that i myself wrote most of it. She has latched onto a fiction that I was mentally abusive towards her and refuses to co-parent in the interest of our son. I am very glad to hear about the understanding you're experiencing within your family. I am a Father to 4 amazing children, a full-time worker and a musician suffering with Acute Depression and Borderline Personality Disorder. For the children of a borderline, however, this is their reality. my life is in shamblesi without her, im just ad much a mess worrying about her, who shes with today tomorrow.. Just a thought. Linda, thank you for taking the time to share these thoughts, as they will no doubt help others who read this post and scroll down to see your comment. Debbie, Thank you so much for your comment. Don't let people (in my case a doctor) tell you that you will always be like this, that there is no way out. I read your letter Debbie and most of the post. You are not the cause of our suffering. My question though is that, yes i have a diagnosis and relate to so much of what you say here, but the diagnosis and 9 criteria is just a list of a way someone is. Thank you so much for this letter. They have similar symptoms, but I don't believe they can be classified the same. Thankyou, once again, for putting your heart and soul open for us to share.xx. Your email address will not be published. A, The mind is very complex. We are ordinary people who care for someone with BPD. The more I read about BPD, the more I have a hunch that the girl I'm in an LDR with has been living with this or at least a similar pattern dissociation. BPD, Ghosting, and Abandonment Issues WHEN A PERSON WITH BPD IS GHOSTED It can be incredibly difficult when someone suddenly disappears or "ghosts" from your life especially once you've risked your heart, allowed yourself to be vulnerable, and have become emotionally attached or invested. There are many different borderline personality disorder symptoms or traits including: feeling empty inside. That is certainly not easy. People with BPD typically have very strong emotional responses to events that seem minor to observers. I will try and find your blog, Lots of love Kat. I've been blamed by doctors who put me on these meds that I'm on too manyand the last one (after I discussed BPD he's a complete idiot and asked *me* what the therapy "DBT" was called) said to me, "You have a serious personality problem", in response to me answering how I'd been doing. I am currently single, but hoping that someday she comes back to me and we can have the life together that i so know God chose for us Whatever your doing don't quit, don't run, fight, struggle.. you deserve to be loved. And they can have somthing themselvesand lie to themselves. All i can say is it is a very long process. . Recovery happened through a commitment to DBT. Should I also even bother being a counselor if I am like this? We may avoid you, not answer calls, and decline invitations to be around you and other times, all we want to do is be around you. Talk therapy is the main treatment for BPD. I pray that she is able to find a place where you are now. "It was a sort of love few other people could understand. Copyright 2021 NAMI. I also see your side and know you must have been through alot with her and you have to protect yourself and your family. It sounds like your Mom cares to find out what's happening for you. After decades of living with Depression, Anxiety and ADD myself, I knew fully well that what you think is based on the sum of your learning experiences, what you feel is the collection of emotions brought to the surface by what you think.Those are instinctive, knee-jerk reactions which cannot be helped.How you respond to those thoughts and feelings can indeed be helped.Watching my wife deal with BPD, I have seen the improvements through medication, through DBT and even ECT, but I know that it can still be the 800 pound gorilla that comes barrel-assing out of her closet every now and then.And I have all too many of my own moments.Yet for close to forty years she has been my source of safety, of comfort, because I can see her strength, I can feel her love.And I can understand, which is the most important if not only thing I can do to help. You live in unbearable psychic pain most of the time and in severe cases on the border between reality and psychosis. It's bloody hard work to change your whole life and how you live it. It has been the most challenging part of my entire life, I love her unconditionally and with all of my heart yet it never seems to be enough, to be noticed, to be accepted. My heart breaks every day for them. Dear Debbie, i am so glad that i found you letter. BUT I AM EXHAUSTED. Showing your love and support will make them more willing to see your point of view and help them understand your desire for healthy boundaries. I got itchy, restless, looking for distractions to avoid looking at myself, my escalating issues, facing the things I didnt understand and trying to fill the void when you werent there. , I'm a 39 yr old wife and mother of a beautiful babygirl of 19 months. this was so encouraging. I had struggled long and hard, it was enough. At this point, "there is no escape" from my mind. I've spent time in mental health institutions, in therapy, I have made attempts on my own life and I'm 25 years old - I feel I have been through things that most people don't go through until they are much later on in life. Its difficult, after all, to relate to others properly when you dont have a solid understanding of yourself and who you are, apart from everyone else around you. I am the 30 year old sister with BPD. I now am 49 and still have anger issues with myself but no selfharming. This website is a collection of information that we have found helpful or of interest in the context of our own lived experiences. There is a lot of misconception out there about BPD. She stopped answering my calls when I wanted to know if she would be home for dinner and made excuses to avoid me, staying out until 10 or 11 pm and leaving at 7am each morning. I have subjected myself to 2 abusive relationships, and have 2 children by both of my abusers. Life can be hard for all of us at times, and if you are struggling with the problems that face people with BPD then it can get really tough. Every single time you pick me back up when I'm shattered into pieces on the floor. Thank you so much for your comment. I just wish more people were aware of how damaging the things they say really are to anyone with any kind of mental illness. BPD is also sometimes known as 'emotionally unstable personality disorder', but even that label feels somewhat prejudiced to me. I've had many pschiatrists and most never mentioned BPD. This is an example of how manipulative people with BPD can be. I'm so proud of him that he agreed very graciously to attend and learn these skills. I know its because you had to. Sometimes I hate him. You sound like a good and strong person with a huge heart. I suffered massive trauma throughout my life but particularly when i was 16 years old. She called asking for me to send her some clothes and stuff so she could relocate to a homeless shelter to take IOP. I love this person, but the situation can be so hurtful. I am co-dependent, which I regard as simply the other side of the coin. My boss surely think I'm a nutcase. I NEVER RELAX. We may do very dramatic things, such as harming ourselves in some way (or threatening to do so), going to the hospital, or something similar. This is an extreemly complicated disorder. This is just another manifestation of BPD. A normal life can be had. I suspect that if she were to sit across from a psychologist she would be able to fool them, but I am about to test that. Furthermore, this grandparent generally claims to be perfectly well and claims that there is something wrong with all the rest of us. Thank you again. Thank you for sharing especially during your own struggles. Dear Friends, Family Members, Lovers, Ex-lovers, Coworkers, Children, and others of those of us with Borderline Personality Disorder. Thank you, and may the knowledge you acquire now help you to build a life worth living from here and forward. I just completed my first year, and everything wasn't as perfect as I hoped it would be. Thanks again. My surroundings have left me feeling like there is no hope, because no one wants to help. It's not your fault. If you've ever read anything about BPD, you've probably heard of people who are "abusive . You *can* overcome this disorder! I am scared, and I am alone. That's fun too.) Yes I can see that that it is a long difficult road. I truly appreciate what you said. You have said all the things I've always wanted to say to the people who are or who have been in my life. But I would like to point out that I am not (neither are other people with this disorder) hopeless to date. 7. Debbie,I just LOVE LOVE LOVE your honesty and compassion. I have been diagnosed with other things except for this. It's kind of just an awesome miracle that I've come as far as I have. So when a parent exhibits BPD symptoms, and the child becomes the target of these behaviors, it impacts who they are and who they will become. 1300 554 660. Yeah, I love hating my life and feeling like I've waste most of it and being almost 40 and feeling like a teenager. Deal with the label in a way that makes sense to you. I watched her deteriorate before my eyes and her children, too. People with BPD traits often have "object permanence" issues - "out of sight is out of mind". I am very excited for your ongoing healing! People just don't "believe" in it and long-term mental illnesses. For some of us, we had childhoods during which, unfortunately, we had parents or caregivers who could quickly switch from loving and normal to abusive. Thankyou, I can only imagine the courage it must have taken for you to write this for us! Unfortunately, many kids of BPD's become BPD themselves because they learn the thought patterns, behaviors, and unstable feelings as a normal way to be. A person with BPD may have the inability to view others more realistically as a mix of good and bad qualities. You can also change some of your preferences. I know someone with BPD and reading the blogs of people who have BPD and are writing their inner thoughts help me to understand what is going through the mind of someone who has BPD. Learn how your comment data is processed. Great job!!! I was diagnosed with BPD about seven years ago. These cookies are strictly necessary to provide you with services available through our website and to use some of its features. She has been diagnosed, but refuses to even acknowledge that half the time (more than half the time) and I have had to take a zero tolerance for any crap in order to protect my family. I am also a Type 1 Diabetic of 17 years. I am wondering what to do to help her. I find it so hard to put into words my struggles but you have done it perfectly. If you have BPD, you may have had work experiences that upset you, the people who worked with you, or both. I do love him and I am asking the Lord to help me help him. He said many times that he wanted to show me love and treat me right but he thinks that his selfishness and pride are preventing him to do so. If you see anything like this, RUN. Also, I am very grateful FOR my boyfriend and your article. While she was packing one day I played some Mavericks, southwestern country music I thought she would enjoy because that's where she is from. Also, I was a VERY positive person just a few years agoI was even called a Pollyanna! I have spent a lot of money and resources to help her in every way, only to be treated like trash. We were always extremely close, until she got involved in a highly stressful abusive relationship. I am going to send him this link and I hope he reads it and it helps him to understand that I'm not a monster but instead struggling with a disorder. Arlington, VA 22203, NAMI Required Disclosures For Written Solicitations. But he has so little insight. An open letter to family and friends regarding the person they know with Borderline Personality Disorder, Manipulative, attention-seeking, dramatic, broken, crazy. So hard sometimes. That book made me see that there are good people in the world. Last week however i still was in the dark and thought i was just depressed. What loved ones may not realize though . The hardest thing about tonight's episode is that I don't know how long it will take for her to recover. And for all those who DO deserve to be helped, be allowed to heal, and their loved ones who deserve to be supported, thank you for sharing this letter that might help them all live better together and individually. I am praying for you, too. However, when they are presented in a manner as if the struggle somehow evaporates at the end is not logical, because life is never so linear. I guess my point is, Is there hope for a person with BPD that can even realize that something is wrong despite I can see many symptoms?Thank you so much for your guidance. Thank you so much for sharing your experience. It will be a long road, but she will need the support of her family. Our 25 year old daughter tried to kill her self last night also. Many times I wanted to give up but he is crying out loud inside that I cannot afford to leave him like that. Dating someone with borderline personality disorder (BPD) can be difficult at times, but it doesn't have to be something that harms your relationship. I just wish my husband would do the same; I need his support more than I need my mothers. As a result, people with BPD frequently experience emotional invalidation that is, others react to their emotions as if those emotions are not valid or reasonable. A normal life can be had. I would try to calm him down by reminding him how much I love him and that I won't give up on him. It was total and it was overwhelming and it could be cruel." Cassandra Clare. Its difficult, after all, to relate to others properly when you dont have a solid understanding of yourself and who you are, apart from everyone else around you. I want you to know that despite the poor choices, the exhaustion and what you've seen as laziness, I have loved you through it. Yes, it's good to have a job so that i'm out of the house and not laying in bed all day. My BPD finance left me VERY suddenly, moved out while I was away, blocked me from phone contact, email contact, unfriended me on FB and other social media, sucessfully compelled her family and friends to do the same and even had a lawyer friend threaten me with a restraining order for calling her from a hotel phone twice! That evening I spoke to a LCSW who was able to confirm that all her actions (plus a prior divorce, SI, estrangement from her children, abusive father and ex-boyfriends, etc.) | by Marissa Young | Medium Write Sign up Sign In 500 Apologies, but something went wrong on our end. Ironic though since it was my family putting me through hell for years that caused me to develop BPD. 4301 Wilson Blvd., Suite 300 And now with this kind, loving man by my side I feel comfortableand so he gets the wrath of this chaotic mind. This is how people in our BPD community explained these five classic BPD behaviors that are commonly mistaken for being "manipulative": 1. So thank you. Its important that we stay safe and not hurt you or ourselves. Thank you for the letter and I have seen a lot of younger people diagnosed early in life.I remember feeling this suicidal attempt when I was 15..but never went for any therapy..I just lived life and had my children and worked all the time too. I have passed it on to my family and friends who support me. However, it isn't helpful for their children in the same way. Honestly, I don't think this letter is helpful, or should have been addressed to the children of BPD's for a few reasons. My kneejerk concern about the situation sometimes is rejection, but I try to put the feelings she is going through in perspective and just wait. Overall, being an event planner can provide a sense of purpose and fulfillment for individuals with BPD. They see the behavior as maladaptive, as troubled, as abnormal. It's like you're a baby learning everything all over again. I promise you I wanted to be the man you knew, and I desperately wish we could put things back together. People with BPD may experience just a few or all of these common signs and symptoms: Extreme or unstable emotions. I was so considerate and walked over again and again. I know that there are some less-than-helpful sites for Nons, and there are some Nons with some serious issues of their own. i was wondering if you could answer something for me though. Mind Australia Borderline Personality Disorder Family and Carer Group. DUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Maybe its the first time you fell in love, or the worst argument you have ever had with someone you love. You can find even more stories on our Home page. No one from the hospital has ever contacted me about her condition or treatment plan, I have been left totally in the dark and out of her recovery. It is a true fact that the Princess of Wales has reported a borderline personality disorder. 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