I feel like I don`t know. People with OCD may also fear blasphemy, violent acts against others, and doubts about doing everyday tasks wrong. How your mind keeps going over it, churning. It is incredible how our thoughts can seem pointless once we voice them aloud. I do the same thing and thats why it freaks me out! I spent 2 weeks drinking a bottle of vodka a day just to get a couple hrs of sleep until my mom checked me into the hospital. Your obsessive thoughts will keep the anxiety high no matter how often or how much reassurance you get. Good luck, and ask if you have specific questions. Thank you for this comment. * An exposure may also provide an opportunity to disconfirm an expected negative outcome of a certain behavior, but RF-ERP does not see this as the primary way that exposure works. Also I cry a lot - can this be the sign of depression? My Phychatrist told me that the other options of meds have worse effects. I got an absentee ballot in the mail only a few days before an upcoming election and filled it out but forgot I was home alone and didnt I know it's a compulsion, and a part of me knows that I will always be doubtful, but I feel as if I have a moral obligation to do so somehow. They have a strong sense of urgency that they must attend to or else these compulsive thoughts continue to plague their minds. I told the doctors my story and they diagnosed me with OCD/Ruminating Thoughts. It's easy! ivleo Usually I wrote only scientfic papers - youtube format was new for me and I was ready for it. Most people have this fear despite committing no crimes. I have a huge fear my children will be taken away. I haven't been 100% moral in my life and I often stress about being 100% clean and pure in this respect and since it's nearly impossible to live life this way outside of a convent, I get very paranoid and worried about. Ive asked my best friend and my dad about it, and they said that nothing will happen, but I am still ruminating. Intrusive thoughts are not rare in such cases as well. I can`t totally discard probabilty of secret services knocking my door tomorrow. That's a shame, Richard. In OCD the thing we fear always seems very real and very likely to happen unless we do the compulsions to stop it. It could also result from breaking the law knowingly or unknowingly and resulting in jail time. PLEASE USE THE RESOURCES. The thing is, that you can recover from OCD and medicine is not a necessity to do so. My therapist believes that CBT is not for me. Should none of these techniques work for you, therapy is the best alternative. It is difficult to say with conviction whether it happens for sure because each case is very different. Right! But you have to take a leap of faith and stop looking for any kind of reassurance for a while to get there. Hence, if you are wondering what if OCD fears come true, I suggest you not read too much into these thoughts. I remembered walking down the corridor from intake going thru barred doors that had to be buzzed in order to open and then the 8 of us approached the main cell house door that slid opened and closed behind us once we entered. The good news is that youll also learn about how to keep these thoughts at bay. I asked to delete the video with me and the Youtube channel agreed. That is what I fear the most: not being able to find a job, putting my parents in debt, and other things like that. But you can`t go to secret serrvices and ask them: "guys, are you OK with my words or are you going to prosecute me?". Copyright OCD-UK 2004-2022 Of what exactly are you afraid? Powered by Invision Community. You need to see this as OCD. I realize that this is irrational. If you are looking for a place to start let me give them to you. I've had harm OCD for many many years, and have come to expect to have thoughts that in some people would be worrisome, or sociopathic. But perhaps the worst part of OCD is this feeling of total powerlessness to exert any control over them. This is their Core Fear. Its the worst. Never asked for it but never stopped it either. Idk. Its relatively normal for one to fear real-life events. This is their Core Fear. So, does OCD cause fear, or does fear cause OCD, and is OCD based on fear? I had a polygraph test once. The intense intrusive thoughts of OCD can be crippling and interfere with your day-to-day work. So, you may also wonder, does OCD cause phobias?. Ive had this thought a lot, or played out stories in my head of these situation that wont happen. I used to worry about being wrongly arrested for a crime I didnt commit and being sent to jail. I've also stopped myself from googling every single thing I'm worried about and to get information about who has been arrested for what. The private prison industry is huge business here, and they lobby for more jailable offenses, to generate business. The only problem is that in Russia you really can be jailed for political views. Reasoning does not help control the obsessions. Begging for help. Also during this time I lost 3 jobs in 2 years from being laid off Im a good worker it was just bad timing. The wonderful u/froidinslip has written an invaluable post to help you navigate this time: https://www.reddit.com/r/OCD/comments/q4zeo1/please_read_this_before_posting_about_feeling/ You are not alone, and you have options. Real Event- Fear of Jail Real Event- Fear of Jail By ivleo February 17, 2022 in Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (OCD) Followers 1 ivleo Bulletin Board User 3 Please read below for more information and resources about about OCD and the subreddit. These thoughts do not define you as a person, and the more you let that register, the easier it will get. And though I position myself as "pro-Kremlin expert" (though I try to remain as much scientist as possible), I still fear this scenario much. They may have some of the same treatment options. There are many categories of OCD. It makes me not want to leave my room. They will no longer seem threatening and lose meaning once you acknowledge them. However, there is a general recurring theme that characterizes the disorder. I got a ticket for throwing a cigaretter out of my window when I was 19. While simple explanations leave a lot out, I hope the above will serve as a starting point for discerning the coherency in OCD symptoms. Your obsession over this suggests that you're not the awful person you worry about being, since you never actually hurt someone in school. I want to come off of them so bad but if I do I start having the thoughts again. . Lol, thanks OCD. Hi I also struggled with prison OCD, feel free to PM me. So, its okay not to panic when you get these thoughts. Many people think that OCD symptoms are random. I keep reviewing my memory to check if I had any clear and unmistakable intention to threaten/cause harm to my classmate. WebOCD/Anxiety/Fear of prison and Hell Long story might be hard to follow I dont know where to start, stay with me please. But there are many causes of testicular lumps, so although its natural to fear cancer until the doctor has assessed it it's unrealistic to assume the lump has to be cancer or to continue to worry once it's been checked out. If it is really bad, where it impacts your social, mental, emotional functioning (or whatever) to a degree such that there was a reddit post made, you should consider seeing a therapist. But what it does take is effort every single day and pushing into your fears. These thoughts will likely happen anyway. Somehow I started beiing afraid of russian police (or secret services) more than I am afraid of cancer. And realize that my fear wasn't all that real. Ground yourself in reality. My psychiatrist says that I need to stay for some time in hospital, so that they could administer mor drug-intensive therapy. But if theerapy isn't on offer then all you can do is read the self-help books and try to apply it as best you can yourself. But contrary to what common sense might suggest about OCD patients, these people arent more likely to commit more crimes than usual. I get a visceral reaction. However police may think otherwise, if my student informs police, You need to be a member in order to leave a comment. To the point where I have a speech rehearsed to tell police if Im ever interviewed, to explain why I look nervous/guilty. So, rather than fearing what hasnt happened, its better to focus on your present. I have had OCD for a very long time, but recently it's just been getting out of control. Five common categories of obsessions include: 1. Press J to jump to the feed. Choose the person you may want to confide in very carefully. Fear of acting out may be most prevalent in the following obsessions: Aggression - thoughts of harming others or of harming oneself Sexuality - thoughts of changing orientation or of engaging in unwanted sexual behaviors Religion - thoughts of violating religious rules Morality - thoughts of engaging in immoral behavior This Is Where Then you know what you're trying to stop. Most people can put their past mistakes behind them and avoid incessantly worrying. If you want to recover there is no easy steps. I went through a phase of this. Doing so would take the threat out of these thoughts. Obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) is a mental health condition where you experience obsessive often uncontrollable anxious thoughts with frequent compulsions in response to those thoughts. I am deeply ashamed of what Ive done (it happened 3 or 4 years ago), and I recognise that, although I was a clueless teenager, I did something extremely stupid. is there any good resources about self-help with OCD online? My New Year is ruined ( Finding a lump on your testicle definitely requires a visit to the doctor to get it checked out. ALL of my obsessions are about either getting sued, going to jail or accidentally making someone else go to jail. Create an account to follow your favorite communities and start taking part in conversations. Fear of getting OCD may result in a self-fulfilling prophecy. Hopefully this helps you feel a little less alone. Here is the thing bro, you're deep in it. First post on this forum. I had a phase where I had an intense fear of becoming a sociopath and ending up in jail. The best thing you could do is to consult a professional. Intrusive-obsessive Worry Of Going To Prison, Help Me! Posts: 10. Dates on a calendar don't mean anything good or bad. Someone who is struggling with OCD, fear of blindness has constant fears an illness will lead to them becoming blind or visually impaired. However intrusive your thoughts may seem at times, its important to remember that you may not have OCD. Dealt with it how I deal with all my other obsessions. For instance (sorry for details) several years ago I found a lump on my testicle (sorry again) and got immediately scared that it is testicl cancer. Realistic fear quickly goes away once reassurance has been received. Prison reentry programs provide a sense of belonging, structure and support for people coming out of prison. I spent alot of money seeking reassurance from lawyers (they say - no risk). Also, do not blindly trust people. 02 While he still struggles at times, he's developed habits that allow him to cope with his OCD on a daily basis, such as meditation, staying active and using humor to address his thoughts. I need some replies. I don`t get why medication is not working properly, why I can`t get rid of this "swarm of fear thoughts" The thing is that my WebWhat are the symptoms of OCD? Its often so because they feel embarrassed about their condition. I am afraid that I am lying to myself and painting a better picture of my character than I deserve. Please contact the moderators of this subreddit if you have any questions or concerns. You can't go to jail unless you commit a crime punishable with jail time. You need to understand why these thoughts are disturbing you in the first place. If you experience these thoughts excessively, it is probably a good idea to seek professional help. not only should you not do your compulsion but actively do the opposite. You can't allow yourself to change your actions or plans based on numbers. Fear of going to jail OCD describes an irrational fear of going to jail. The persons subjective lack of agency regarding their symptoms worsens as theyve been doing those symptoms for a longer and longer time, because they have so many experiences of feeling as though they dont have a choice about doing them. Do they help with OCD? Fast forward about a year I was living with my girlfriend in her house and we just bought a dog and I had a decent job working at an asphalt plant making better money and not killing myself everyday, things were okay. I wisited doctor and I think this was right thing to do. They happen often and cause great anxiety. It can sometimes take years of silent suffering for several people before seeking professional help. But you can`t go to secret serrvices and ask them: "guys, are you OK with my words or are you going to prosecute me?". Do you ever fear losing control? Do not copy or redistribute in any form! More in-depth perspectives can be found here: Targets and Rationales for RF-ERP Exposures. Causes, Symptoms and Treatment of Derealization Disorder, Hyper Conscious Awareness: How to Be More Aware of Your Surroundings. Please read below for more information and resources about about OCD and the subreddit. I tell myself it's OCD and let it go. I realize that in UK and US CBT is a dominant school. Secondly, the compulsions can be dangerous. Sometimes this fear becomes so intense that I start self-harming (cutting hand with a knife) or even weight the option of suicide. On 30/12/2020 at 13:26, Richard Rahl said: https://www.ocduk.org/shop/break-free-from-ocd/. And I feel like I am sort of depressed, though my psychiatrist doesn`t see any signs of depression. I think that it depends on the subjetive experience you're having due to these thoughts. A program offers compassion, empathy and they are being treated as a human being. The more she knows what's going on, the less surprised she'll be by things that happen along the path of you getting better, and also the more lenient she might be with mistakes you make because she knows what you're going through and that you're trying. About a year ago I was hospitalized because I hadnt slept for 2 weeks straight because of anxiety and OCD. I was off the entire winter again with a lot of time to overthink and worry. Furthermore, as time goes by, they may not remember what they were so afraid of (if they ever even knew). In the nineteenth century, it was known as The Doubting Disease. Hit and run obsessions fall under a subgroup of doubts about having harmed others through some kind of negligence. I've had all sorts of themes, so I unfortunately have been through quite a lot. Like what if I don't fill in this paperwork correctly and have to go to jail or get in a lot of trouble. For real though, that's solid advice from your therapist. These intrusive thoughts can latch themselves onto anything you may consider valuable, including real-life events. Always on the run from the police and whatnot. Most of us have at least once felt the urge to bend the law at some point in our lives. I still sometimes think I'll end up in prison for some reason. The only problem is that in Russia you really can be jailed for political views. Common obsessions are: A strong fixation with dirt or germs Repeated doubts (for example, about having turned off the stove) A need to have things in a very specific For instance several years ago I found a lump on my testicle and got immediately scared that it is testicl cancer. If you afraid of cancer, you can visit doctor and search for cancer. Ive switched the doses and Im down to 50mg every other day and I still have crazy fatigue. I visited Youtube channel that often criticises Kremlin. Sometimes things happen, don't take it too personally. However, we are not able to help with suicide on an internet forum. The support of others is critical at this time. Thats part of the fear that freaks me out the most, the fact Im thinking about what my life would be if it happened. I see how they can be interpreted in other way is someone wants to. wont get better until we get used to uncertainty. By then you will understand how compulsions maintain OCD and be equiped to manage the thoughts without anxiety. Only time helps honestly. Its a real fear, but this event in particular happened 4 years ago, and although everyone says that nothing is going to happen, it is still bothering me. Fear-obsessive Thoughts Of Going To Prison? No amount of reassurance will ever satisfy an unrealistic fear. OCD obsessions are repeated, persistent and unwanted thoughts, urges or images that are intrusive and cause distress or anxiety. Ive never met anyone with that fear besides myself, thank you for telling this helps a lot. Fear of my kids being taken away is a big one for me too. Do you have access to CBT, cognitive behavioural therapy? Hello everyone. Those are just 24 hour periods with an arbitrary number assigned to them. Create an account to follow your favorite communities and start taking part in conversations. I am not ready to discuss political situation in Russia. "Please go find matching socks so people don't think we're neglecting you.". People with OCD often cognitively distort their reality. It helps. It really helps. My doc says that my OCD is a symptom of more general shizotypical disorder and so meds are more important than anything Instead go to the things you fear. by coconutjam82 Thu Feb 18, 2016 8:31 am, by coconutjam82 Fri Feb 19, 2016 2:31 am, by coconutjam82 Sun Feb 21, 2016 2:18 am, by coconutjam82 Sun Feb 21, 2016 10:51 am, by sillycaterpillar89 Thu Apr 07, 2016 2:16 am, by eightpencils Tue Apr 12, 2016 7:52 pm, Return to Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD) Forum, Users browsing this forum: No registered users and 36 guests. If you suffer from claustrophobia, you might dread CT scans, MRIs and other tests that require confinement. No scheduling or phone calls. Until next time, take care and be well. The fucking mental gymnastics that my brain puts me through H a ha are you me? Ever since, any time I see a cop or am reminded of law enforcement. So you're not completely paranoid- like many Your worries could stem from an external cause that is registered subconsciously in your brain. These thoughts may be because of OCD, which is short for obsessive-compulsive disorder. WebPeople with OCD are afraid of making a mistake that they cant take back, one that would lead them to experience their most feared emotional state forever. Press question mark to learn the rest of the keyboard shortcuts. Press question mark to learn the rest of the keyboard shortcuts, https://www.reddit.com/r/OCD/comments/q4zeo1/please_read_this_before_posting_about_feeling/. I wisited doctor and I think this was right thing to do. Press question mark to learn the rest of the keyboard shortcuts. Im about to lose my job, my girlfriend and my dog because of this and I need help. * Sometimes this requires teaching them how to exercise control (e.g., how to stop ruminating). Press question mark to learn the rest of the keyboard shortcuts. This particular therapy option seems to be effective for 70% of the cases of OCD and complex PTSD. I visited Youtube channel that often criticises Kremlin. I said some "poltical science stuff". I can`t totally discard probabilty of secret service Just make sure when it happens to not check for reassurance like going back to the spot or inspecting your car because for me Always something super bad. It was one of the worst experiences of my life for this reason. But in Russia you can get jailed for justification of terrorism, I don`t think that I justified it - I never said it`s OK to blow up things and spread terror - I just explained it from political science standpoint. It appears you have not yet Signed Up with our community. You might try to ignore them or get rid of them by performing a compulsive behavior or ritual. We treat OCD by restoring a persons sense of agency, or control. WebMost of the folks here though have fear of getting caught for no reason but my fear is the environment in the jail, just thinking about it makes me anxious and get into As this article mentions in the previous sections, constantly fearing getting OCD may develop into the condition. I've experienced some racial discrimination at least twice, but I've always been a well-behaved, law-abiding citizen. And though I position myself as "pro-Kremlin expert" (though I try to remain as much scientist as possible), I still fear this scenario much. Notices Visit our Anxiety Center to learn more about Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Obsessive Compulsive And then do something else asap. I get severe anxiety whenever I'm around the police. This has also evolved into my kids being taken away too. Please note that this article is for your information only and does not constitute clinical advice or establish a patient-psychologist relationship. Furthermore, I'm reminded of a technique from Katie d'Ath's videos on YT, talking about an effective strategy to counter OCD. Press J to jump to the feed. However I am so much afraid of law enforcers, that it became much more than "ordinary obession". Just learn from it to become a better person and employee. A subreddit dedicated to discussion, articles, and support regarding OCD. Re: Pure-O: Scared of PrisonPlease help. I would think this falls under intrusive thoughts. Thoughts like terrified of breaking the law without my knowledge, why do I constantly fear going to jail may nag their minds constantly. Hi everyone. That's a tough go, sorry that's happening to you. Please read below for more information and resources about about OCD and the subreddit. You may or may not have a schizotypical disorder as well, but overcoming obsessions is mainly about stopping the compulsions which keep it going. Is the fear of going to jail the worst possible outcome to this event? Use your support system and let them know what you might be going through. The attempt to reassure yourself by hiring lawyers didn't erase your unrealistic fear, deleting youtube content didn't give you relief, and when there is no knock at the door in the morning that won't bring relief either. Thoughts that are not acted on are to some extent just thoughts, hon. Even if this possibility were real, how should I behave? Best Subliminal for Weight Loss: Do Subliminal Messages Work for Weight Loss? Again they are going through an adjustment to a new norm. however in Russia it is not. First step is to identify your compulsions and label them as compulsions. I've been having dreams about doing something illegal. Press J to jump to the feed. Like, Im 99% sure I havent done anything to be thrown in jail for, but its still my second biggest fear. WebYou can't go to jail unless you commit a crime punishable with jail time. I feel like I don`t know. I read books, I play games, but fear thought are "floating around". It`s like I must stay constantly vigiliant and supres It's said that OCD usually kicks off when we start dedicating too much attention to too our intrusive thoghts. I'm thinking it might be repressed anger and frustration because I have a difficult time expressing and managing my emotions due to my upbringing. Accepting these thoughts will help you understand your fears better as well. They are so terrified of what could happen if they didnt do these strategies that they lose any sense that they have a choice about whether they do. If you or someone you know is contemplating suicide, please do not hesitate to talk to someone. The meds were working but making me feel so fatigued I wasnt able to function. Press J to jump to the feed. A subreddit dedicated to discussion, articles, and support regarding OCD. If you have ever experienced these, you should know that youre not alone. Jail would definitely be the worst outcome for me, You need to be a member in order to leave a comment. In OCD the thing we fear always seems very real and very likely to happen unless we do the compulsions to stop it. I live in the UK. Maybe you can teach her about treating OCD! Once you've identified your compulsions you need to practise NOT doing them when the scary thoughts come to you. Do you cave in and change what youre doing or do you go ahead and do it anyway? I often worry I've run someone over in my car, I sometimes have to make myself not go back and check. At the end of the summer I was told they had to let someone go and I was the newest so I lost another job. Terrorism is rational. and these fears when they manifest can be cripiling because its like my brain freezes with anxiety anf fear and I am in a fog. How can I see the difference between "realistic fears" and "OCD fears"? At first your anxiety will probably increase because you're not doing any compulsions to relieve it, but remind yourself that although the way you feel is real, the thing making you feel that way is just unrealistic thoughts. OCD symptoms can be exhausting and limiting, and can cause excruciating anxiety. Identifying and understanding the source of your intrusive thoughts will help you keep these thoughts away easily. I failed a very basic test to be a low level worker at a steel plant (Very bad at math). I used to also think the same about suicide - in so much as I'll end up taking my own life. But I accept that. I catch myself assuming its gonna happen and that scares me even more. I Need to Be Dead: I Am Fed up With My Life! Sometimes, people confuse the fear of going to jail with OCD with a phobia. A new sense of worth. I immediately assume that I've done something wrong and that they're going to haul me off to jail or kill me. It's going to take hard work every single day. I also have always been afraid of law enforcement unnecessary. You know it's an OCD (unrealistic) fear when checking it out and getting reassurance still leaves you feeling doubtful. I worked on shuting this thoghts for days and just one analitical article returned all this fear and obsession. I recently visited Youtube channel wich is opposite towards Kremlin. I tried and failed multiple times and eventually got a really good streak going. Any advice is appreciated. Yeah, I've found that jail thoughts can't really be logically defeated. You have to accept your fear is out of proportion to reality and that reassurance seeking and other compulsions (asking lawyers, checking youtube, deleting things) is what keeps the fear active. Obsessions are unfounded thoughts, fears, or worries. Long story might be hard to follow I dont know where to start, stay with me please. Whenever I started to feel that way I'd tell myself, "what would a jury say? 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